Tuesday, March 25, 2014

Hillsong United - "Oceans" (Live at RELEVANT)

Need.

Sometimes I write to God. I do this rather than a formal prayer, but I guess the purpose is the same. Normally I do it in my Journal away from the public eye, but today for some reason I feel like doing it Here, so here goes.

Hi Dad,
I feel weird. Like real unhappy. I don't know whats wrong with me it comes on suddenly. I don't get it. one minute I'm fine the next I feel useless alone and without purpose. I don't Understand I feel like there is no one around that I can talk to. I know that's not true but what can I say, I feel alone. In the midst of an army of people I feel so discouraged. About school, about my weight, my family, my life. I want to get back to my purpose and run back TO YOUR SAFE ARMS, PLEASE SHOW ME HOW TO GET THE KEEP ME TAKE ME BACK .